Meet Aisy Wafi

"Zzzzz....."

"Eh, ada orang datang la.."

"Assalamualaikum semua..!"

"Ni tag saya, tu nama mak saya"

"Ni dah dekat rumah tok mak ni. Posing sikit"

"Hmm..nk posing mcm mana lagi ek?"

"Tangan kat sini ok tak?"

Latest Pictures°°°

My cousin gave birth to a very healthy baby girl last week. She weighs 3.99 kg (normal birth ).Congratulations Nini&Zali!!

Cute kan!! I'll be getting my own nephew soon!!

Rumble

How do people know what or who they want to be? Do they woke up some morning and decided “I want to be a doctor “ and just pursue their dream? Or did their parents told them what to do and which job suits them the most.

Filling out the “Ambition” part in a form is difficult for me. I always wrote that I want to be a teacher/doctor. Only once I wrote I wanted to be a writer, that was when I was in Standard 4. I tried writing, but my essay always turns out serabut and I dismissed the idea of being a writer and kept on with the standard : teacher/doctor.

Now, I still don’t know what I want to be or to be exact, what kind of job that I wanted to do. Why do I even study the course I took? Never in my school years had I dreamed to be engineer. I always wanted to be doctor back then. When I attended the interview for JPA scholarship, they asked me, which course would I like to take? And I said, quite confidently, “Medic. I want to be a doctor.” And they said, “But your Physics result does not qualify you to become one. Engineering can?”

Why put someone who dislikes and got a bad result for Physics in an engineering course?

I couldn’t figure that one out until now. But I am thankful for the opportunity that they gave me. I really gave my best in the last term, and I regret why didn’t I give my best the whole time? I underestimated myself a lot; thinking that I am not good at something (still does).

5 years overseas and I grew. 5 months at home and I am back at square one or the second, I don’t know. Because I think I am not the same person that I was back then. The other one is in charge of herself, know what she wants to do and strive for it, or at least try to be in charge. Who I am now is someone who doesn’t know what I want, couldn’t get anywhere without some help and is becoming crazier. I made excuses to justify whatever decisions that I made. I know dad is getting worried with me (maybe he saw me the way I saw myself, someone without an ambition) and been advising me to apply here, or be this and that. I don’t know what I want, but I do know what I don’t want. Yes, I’ll start from there, knowing what I don’t want to finally know what I want. Make sense?

Hantam sajalah mata kelabu! (Seniwati Saadiah in Antara Dua Darjat answer when asked white or black)

Selamat Hari Raya

I scribbled something on my laptop (to keep on writing), but i forgot to transfer it to my pen drive, so i guess that's for later.

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Hari Raya is just around the corner. My first raya at home in 5 years. But, no Cin. She went to her in laws house just now. Well, praying for full house next year (with Aju and Aish). And for now, sedihhh.

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I am still looking for a job. Almost crazy duduk umah aje ni.

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Yesterday Apad came by, ikut his housemate send his fiance's sis. Nasib baik ada makanan. Surprised also he came, because he said he cant. Tapi, tenkiu ye sudi datang ke teratak buruk saya.

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Jemputlah datang umah raya ni!! Meh meh.

Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

We finally meet.

Me and Ainur and Apad (the one who took this picture) at KL Central.

Yes, it’s been a long long time

It has been forever since I last updated my blog. For those yang still open up this page and hope for an update, thank you. I know slow internet connection is just an excuse (the last update was at Cin’s school) but that’s my main excuse. My second excuse is ketandusan idea to write.

Okay. A LOT has happened since I got back (5 months is a long time). I managed to gain 3 kg in 2 weeks time (no more I hope.I still get the “Awak dah kurus sekarang” though), lost two uncles, got my very own risik-ring (not an engagement ring!), went to SPA exam, had one interview which I failed, re-arranged the room, went to weddings & engagements, went over to Arfah’s crib (I count that as a big event, I don’t often go to other people’s houses), met Ainur and oh dear! I’m beginning to forget what I did the last 5 months.

Inn’s engagement was last week. Helped with cleaning and re-arranging the furniture. It was just a small ceremony, nevertheless it was beautiful. Inn managed to buat her hantaran just on time. Nasib baik :p.

Ramadhan is back! It’s really different because this is my second time being here during Ramadhan for the last 5 years. I kind of miss Germany. I miss the company. Each Ramadhan was different from the other. Last year we couldn’t do much of the gathering because our apartment was full with boxes to ship back to Malaysia. But the years before, we took turns in preparing for food untuk buka puasa. So we had variety types of food each week. The gotong royong and the chit chatting at the kitchen, I miss all that.

That’s all for now.

Selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan dan sama-samalah kita mempertingkatkan amalan.

ps: If ada nk buat buka puasa sama-sama, text me or leave a msg here.Owh, can't upload pics for the time being..tak sanggup menunggu.

Hellooo!!!!

Yes, it has been quite a while. I haven't had the patience to update at home. To those who are wondering, I'm fine at home, doing..erm whatever it is that i can do. Heh.

It has been three months, how time flew. And i still feel like i just got back only few weeks ago.

Okay. Anything call, sms, mail me.

Tata for now.

Fastnacht

I am still learning how to take/edit pictures. Wondering should i start with a Fotopage?

I am..

..completely BORED!! I’m running out of ideas of what to write (my thesis of course). Not to mention that my German sucks!!! I feel like hiding my head in the ground whenever they helped me to correct my German (Yup, it is that bad).

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We were in the car, when my sister said that each of us been blessed with great points/genes from our parents. I can pinpoint each of the sisters beautiful features but when Cin asked for hers, I had no idea what to say(Idiot!!). It was only later that I realised the reason that I have no idea what to say because everything about her is perfect for her. And plain is not the the word to describe her. Her nose is not so kembang like mine, her eyes are perfect for her, regardless what color they are, she has beautiful smile, and her skin, to me, is beautiful. She has all the good qualities that if I listed them below, her nose WILL be kembang like mine. Why couldn’t I list all of these good features then?

Kak Olie has beautiful eyelashes, and she’s rajin and berdisplin. Kak Inn is beautiful, she has pretty eyes, and her smile is contagious. She’s the natural born leader among the sisters. I envy her communication skills; she can be friends with anyone from little kids to elderly people with just being who she is. I bet that if we were in a cartoon, the animals would also be her friends. Aju on the other hand been blessed with beauty, she’s sweet and funny plus she’s the tallest of us all. Mak Jah never fails to compliment how pretty Aju is whenever she comes to visit. I do feel small when I’m around them (I am small btw). There are a lot more good qualities that i can write about them, but let's just say that i don't want their noses to mengembang dengan jayanya. I am very much blessed to have these wonderful people as my sisters.

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I kind of had the feeling that I was forgotten when I got back for the Cin's wedding. A few people did asked “Whose daughter are you?” Was I away for a very long time? And a cousin of mine just realized that I am not wearing contact lenses. Hmm…..

Bella!Bella!

Don´t mind me, am just rumbling.

February Post

There’s so many things that I want to write and tell, but as I’ve formatted my laptop, I have no access to internet at home. It’s only going to be for a couple of weeks. And I do have internet access at the office. So, I’m going to write it here.

About the pictures that I’m going to post, I am going to make sure that I’ll edit it by this week or the other. No excuses. I’ll try eh. I have Fastnacht pictures, wedding pictures, food, presentation day and I think I have a few more but I can’t recall them right now. I’ll dig up my hard disk and find out. Sorry for the wait, esp you.

The two weeks that I’ve spend at home was the best time that I had this year so far. And I so looking forward to be home again this April and spend lots and lots of time with my loved ones and have more great time. Hujan emas di negara orang, hujan batu di negara sendiri, tapi lebih baik di negara sendiri. I couldn’t agree with that more. (The main thing that I like about Germany is the air. I used to find Germans are better, but after a few years, I’m beginning to see that they are pretty much the same with us, but with advanced technologies) Btw my sisters looked great and Cin was gorgeous!! I wish I shot more pictures of the family. Thanks Abg Osman, Ayul and Apad for teaching me many things about camera. Jom pergi ambik gambar lagi jom!! There are so much to learn. Owh..I’m missing the wide angle lens already. :p


I’ve missed so much during my studies. My family, family’s & friends’ weddings, engagements, little cousins growing up..sigh… I even missed how my boyfriend had grown from thin to berisi. That is almost really something to my friends as they always thought that he cannot grow fat. Ainur, jom arrange gathering ke, kat Kuantan also can, KL can.

I love my new skirt. So kembang like khemah circus. Can menari2 hindustan with it. Been showing it off to my roommates yesterday with my face beaming. Hehe. Now, need to find a pair of sandle for that.:p

Let see, what else eh. Hmm..I met few interesting people during my flights. An auntie travelling with her daughter and grandson, a wise man who gave a few things to ponder on, and a cute akak who works as a nurse in Riyadh. Even though I only met them for a couple of hours, they all left something in my heart and mind. I hate travelling alone, but I wouldn’t have the opportunity to meet these wonderful people I hadn’t.

And thank you for Miss Elisa, Hajar, Nadya and bride-to-be Arfah for dropping by. So sorry i couldn't chat with you guys more. I am actually shy and dont know what to say. That's why i am quite quiet. Hehe. :) We'll meet up later okay? Lots of catching up to do.

Hurrmm..I think that’s for now. Ciao2.

Am drunk.

YEAY!!!

Esok balik yeay..esok balik yeay!!!

Sorry, i am busier than i was before the 25th. Going to do the photo editing at home (hopefully). Tunggu sekejap ye cik arfah.
Sape2 yg ada kat umah weekend2 tu dtg la..i'll be home for two weeks!


WUHUUUU!!!

Tick Tock

The clock is ticking..

wohooo..takottt!!

No time?

Not really, it's just that I am too tired to write. There were moments when I felt like writing, I had no medium whatsoever to write (excuses!). No laptops nearby, nor pen and paper. And the moment passed by, without me doing anything to capture it. When I wrote I am tired here, I literally meant that I am tired. My body is tired from the journey back and forth with the train, my eyes are tired staring at the screen, my mind is tired (I think too much) that I feel like I am aging by the minute! Kvetch-ing!! Dont mind me.

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Selain dari it saya ingin mengucapkan Salam Maal Hijrah. Semoga tahun baru ini lebih baik dari tahun yang sebelumnya.

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Congrats to dear friends yang baru dpt baby or yg sedang mencarry baby or yg baru berkahwin or yg baru bertunang or yang nak kahwin or baru berjumpa orang baru di dalam hidup anda. May you’ll be blessed with joy and happiness!! Hugs!

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I have few (well actually they have summed up to many) pictures that I want to share. I’ll post them after 25th Jan. My thesis presentation is just around the corner. I have texts to write and memorize and thesis to write and..and…and the list goes on, so to bagi nampak banyak sikit. ;p

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I’m coming home this February. Until the 15th. My sis is getting married!

Jooommmla datang umah.!!